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A year ago

by Fitnessista on December 22, 2011

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One of the things I always find myself doing over the holidays is thinking about where I was the year before, because it’s always different.

4 years ago, it was our first Christmas in Valdosta, where I ended up meeting some of my closest friends.

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It was my first year of squadron holiday parties,

decorating our condo together

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(I always loved that kitchen)

and I was working as a department store manager. While fitness was a huge part of my life, I hadn’t even considered teaching or becoming a personal trainer.

3 years ago, the Pilot was deployed for Christmas, so I came home to celebrate with the family.

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That’s a perfect snippet of my mom’s house on Christmas morning (minus my bros, who were probably playing video games and my Tata, who was probably sitting on the other recliner). Everyone has mugs in hand, present chaos occurs, and bows end up in random places (like on my head and my stepdad’s shirt).

Running was what helped me deal with the loneliness of the deployment, and that was the year I enjoyed races and training the most.

2 years ago, we were in Gatlinburg with the Pilot’s family

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and it’s funny because I wasn’t originally stoked about going. Something about being in a cabin in the wilderness freaked me out –I’ve seen Red Dragon too many times- and ever since then, I’ve been begging the Pilot to take me back.

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(probably still won’t ride the Sky Tour, though)

and last year, I was here in Tucson and had just driven across the country with the madre- the Pilot was deployed for his third time.

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At exactly this day, last year, I had macaroons in the dehydrator, just like I do right now ;)

I had no idea we’d be living in Tucson for this holiday season, let alone in our first house with a little one on the way. Last year, I was working at lululemon, starting to teach Dance Trance –which I miss terribly but there was no way I could teach at the resort on top of all of the Dance Trance classes. That’s about 24 classes a week- and a little bit of a mess.

It was a rough deployment for me, and moving here when I had no idea if we’d end up living here, all of our belongings still in storage, was a gamble that I was glad I ended up making <3

What were you doing this time last year? Were you out-of-town? Living the same place you are now?

I’m off to take Bell to the groomer, and then running errands before Zumba.

Have a wonderful day! <3

xoxo

Gina

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Love always wins

by Fitnessista on September 11, 2011

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Hi friends <3 Happy Sunday! Hope you’re having a relaxing day.

We’re definitely enjoying our little staycation.

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Right now it’s robes and tea on the balcony, then gym, brunch, massages and back home. A lovely little getaway <3

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I’ll be back later with a Family post, but in the meantime, some thoughts on 9/11:

I wasn’t sure if I was going to write this portion of the post. My blog is a happy place, and to bring up an event that that many others will be talking about today that will undoubtedly bring memories of sadness, still needs to be mentioned.

I think we all remember where we were 10 years ago.

I woke up and was getting ready for school (I was a junior in high school), and was listening to the JohnJay and Rich show on the radio while I got dressed and ready for the day. They’re known for crazy antics and pranks they play on people, and I kept hearing news footage of a plane crashing into the World Trade Center and thought to myself “Ok, they’ve really taken it too far. This isn’t funny, it’s really sad and scary.” I walked out into the living room to see my mom, standing in front of the TV, hand covering her mouth and tears rolling down her face. I looked at the TV and saw the image that still haunts me today. It’s an image I’ve thought of many times since then, especially since my husband (whom I hadn’t even met at the time) has been taken away from me multiple times.. for that very reason.

I went to school that day, even though we spent most of it watching the news in our classes, and hugging our fellow classmates who had family in the affected areas, military, policemen and firefighters, and the list goes on.

I still had to teach dance that night, even though no one was at the studio. It was mainly instructors and a handful of students.

It rained all night.

It was my stepdad’s birthday, and though we sang “Happy Birthday” and had dinner at my mom’s house, no one ate cake. We were all glued to the TV.

Even years after September 11th, thinking about that day has brought me a lot of anger. Every time the Pilot was deployed, I thought about how much I “hated the bad guys” and if it hadn’t happened, he would have been home with me, for holidays, important family events, and for all the times Murphy’s Law kicked in and I really *needed* him.

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During a particular long run, I was so angry, I ended up running twice as long as I had planned, only to end up crawling next to a bush and sobbing my heart out. I was so, so angry. Not only for myself, but for the people that lost those they loved, for those who were scared, for those whose husbands were deployed twice as much as mine, or didn’t come home.

And then I realized, that instead of harboring that anger, I could turn it into to love. From then on, every time I wanted to be angry, instead I spent that energy sending good thoughts and love to those who are still here and still hurting 10 years later.

Love always wins. Good always trumps evil.

Send some love to everyone who is filled with sadness to remember this day <3

See ya later today.

xoxo

Gina

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